Awesome eh? Anyway, as the hot topic has been for the past couple-a days, O level results! Truly, Daddy God has carried me through and I believe that He has already prepared a place for me that no one can take away. He's given me the score to ascend to the place He wants me to be to position me for maximum blessings, minimum problems! :D
I would say I did well, maybe not that well, considering with the small amount of tuition and the many commitments I had, maybe if I wasn't spread so thin I would've done better in the academic sense, but I think I had a very fulfilling life in Tanglin. Truly a holistic experience. My lowest grade is B3, which makes my cert look super nice and truly, Daddy God has brought me from glory to glory. You never backslide when you bring God into the picture, you only ever move forward. And I truly have. At PSLE, I had 3 As and a C. Now I've eliminated C from my results. And with God there's no where to go but up so I'm expecting straight As at the A levels and then moving to a perfect GPA in University because Jesus is the author and the perfector.
English Lang- A1
I really did a screw up in the SW component. I wrote to the wrong audience. And right after that, I told few people about it because I didn't want to focus on the mistake but to focus on the perfection that is in Jesus. Suffice to say, this was really a "graced" paper and truly, even in your strengths, you need God. And the wonderful thing is, He never fails us. :)
Literature in English- A1
After the first paper. I felt so screwy coz I hadn't practiced Literature essays in a long time so I was feeling shitty. BUT, I prayed for restoration for the second paper. And really, He performs, Jesus was thinking through my head and writing through my hands coz the 2nd paper became so effortless I still had time to read the other texts that my school didn't teach. He never fails to restore and His restoration is always way greater than the original product.
Combined Humanities (Hist/SS)- A2
I was still scoring B4 for CH at prelims but really, Daddy God is faithful to perform because I didn't think I had written awesome essays compared to my normal standard. I wasn't sure about my SBQ answers, as usual. But God who's the same yesterday, today and forever, will never let me down.
Mathematics- A2
I wanted an A1 and I was sure I would get it coz I had at least 95% of the answers, but I guess Daddy God was in the works to give me the score to be placed in the right place. :)
Physics- B3
I really thank God for working through my tutors to get the info and concepts into my head because at prelims I was still getting C6 kay!!! Hahahahah. Not by might, nor by power, but by the Holy Spirit. (Zechariah 4:6)
Chemistry- B3
Biology- A2
Add. Math- B3
Chinese- B3
I was just saying to my mom that it was really by His grace, especially since I got five distinctions- the number of grace! Anyway, as a close a chapter here I'm really thankful for having had Daddy God walk every step of the journey with me even when it felt like He wasn't there. I am really thankful for the teachers and friends that have been placed in my life that were really pillars of support and sources of encouragement, true blessings from above. :)
Tomorrow's the deadline for the submission of our JAE choices. The conflict has been resolved too. :) At first I felt as if ACJC was really the place for me, like it's the best place. But I think God gently turned my heart towards SAJC. Because I suddenly felt a greater peace and an inclination in my heart towards SA. At first I felt confused because I'd wanted to be in AC for so long, but afterwards I realised that hey, I only feel confused because I'm trying to fight the fact that my long-time desire has ultimately faded. And then it became pretty clear.
I still have to wait for the posting results and I don't know for sure whether SAJC's the place for me, but like how I entered Tanglin because I missed my previous choice by one point, I believe God has His ways to direct me in the right path. After all, I do believe that He has really grown me more in my years in Tanglin and given me many opportunities than anywhere else. I'm on SA's 2010 COP so it may be risky but I believe that God has prepared a place for me, whether or not it is in SA, and that place that He has reserved for me will not be taken by anyone else because just as He has placed every star in the night sky in their perfect places, He has a perfect place for me.
There He will grow me and build me to reach the great calling He has in my life. :)
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Remember this? :D It's all the things I had been hoping for in 2011 and really, Daddy God has fulfilled and more than fulfilled.
#1. Rest :)
I really, truly experienced rest and the increase that comes with it because the O levels were really just smooth sailing- on Jesus boat!! I didn't paddle and sweat and tire because it became effortless when I allowed Daddy God to take 'O'ver! :)
#2. An even greater revelation of Daddy God's love for me.
I think 2010 was really the year I spent more time with Daddy God, talking to Him and spending time in the word and truly that gives revelation. Revelation isn't head knowledge, it's heart knowledge.
#3. Get into ACJC.
#4. Get 6 for L1R2B2, 7 for L1R5.
I think that these are expectations that God has truly surpassed. On one hand, in the natural I got 6 for L1R2B2 so Daddy God has clearly met it. But looking at the less obvious thing, scoring 9 for L1R5 was God's means of putting me in the right place. And wherever I end up, He will cause all things to work together for my good. (Romans 8:28)
#5. Continue playing netball. :)
#6. Go overseas with my gals.
I guess I'm still playing netball. So that's not really an expectation. And I didn't get to go overseas with my gfs but I think God knew that I needed to spend some time at home and back in SG too considering He did fulfill #7 and #9. :D
#7. GOISRAEL 2010 with Almighties!!!
You HAVE delivered, You HAVE provided. Truly it was probably the best experience in my life. I didn't want to come home. The boat ride on the sea of Galilee "Peace, Be still", calming my heart. Alone time in the Judean Desert when I heard Daddy God tell me, "Just as the numerous stars are perfectly in place, I will put you in the perfect place". The Garden of Gethsemane, He went through the pain for me, He did everything for me, because He loves me.
#8. Grow to 172cm (By my 18th b'Day)!! Lalalala~
This one's still work in progress but I believe I'll still be growing!!!! HAHAHAH. Hope doesn't disappoint. (Romans 5: 5)
#9. Go for Netball trip @ KL
My parents blessed me by allowing me to go for the trip and paying for all the costs. I took it as a christmas present but still they gave me something additional for christmas and I guess Daddy God's really been blessing me through my parents and also He has blessed me with wonderful, awesome parents. :)
And not to mention, Daddy God really gives you a harvest for what little seed you sow. The little seed I sowed as a tithe at the beginning of 2010 multiplied into a great harvest- Israel trip + money, monetary blessings from people, special allowances from my parents, Edusave awards. I calculated. About 70X what I sowed, AT LEAST. Sowing is just giving God the opportunity to bless you even more. :)
Love,
Debs.
[Whom Your anointing is upon to be a conqueror and co-heir with Christ]
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