We're gonna shout out loud, it's time to let it out,
It's Your life in me for all to see,
Coz our God reigns always,
Till the end of days,
We're gonna stand strong, stand tall
Coz Jesus Christ is Lord of all.
SO. I am one day before the end of the O levels. I AM SO FREAKING HAPPY. ~~~ Hahahahaha. And this has really been a journey of just letting the shepherd take the lead and to carry me and pick me up whenever I wasn't good enough, whenever my strength was abated. And it still is a journey. A never-ending one. Which is why I'm no longer counting up. Haha.
Now I'm not too sure where I want to go after Tanglin but instead of just feeling "must go AC, must go AC", I feel like I know He has prepared a place for me in the school that He knows is best for me. Ultimately it may still be ACJC but whether or not it is, I believe that He will somehow position me in the school He wants me to be in, because He has gone ahead before me and He says it is good. And it's not as if I don't know that His plan is better and He has a way to lead us down the paths to lie by green pastures and rivers of living water. :)
For me, when I made my choices of secondary school four years ago, I missed my 2nd choice by 1, ONE point. But in the end, I think God had opportunities and great friends for me to meet in Tanglin. I didn't know it then, but I know it now. Likewise for my bro, He'd always wanted to do air rifle as a CCA but after praying about it, he went to sleep and the CCA form had to be submitted the next day. When he woke up he decided to change it to rock climbing and now, he's like gotten nationals 1st.
So really, I guess when you let God and let go of the need to make your own decisions, He will put you in a place to grow you. You'll never be put in a place where you don't need God so when you find it's tough, it's just coz He's gonna work something spectacular out for you.
Well, this may be my last post in some time (but then again every time I say that I come back soon and ironically whenever I give no warning I disappear for ages so don't take my word for it. xD) because I'm super packed like all the way to 29th Nov at least. Then two days later I'm going for a Revive trip to M'sia for a week. I'll be back for 1.5 weeks and then I'll be in Israel for another 10 days. By then it'll be 30th Dec. So yeah. It's like restoration for all the times we've given up fun for studying over the past 10 months. Hehehe.
I suppose now that we've finished the actual battle we're just all anticipating the results and I just believe that what God has started in our lives, He will be faithful to complete, to fulfill, to perfect. The results will be glorious and our papers have already been marked with such favour and grace overflowing.
Love,
Debs [ Deeply loved, highly favoured and greatly blessed. ]
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