Who shall I fear?

I am Yours.

| 28 October 2010. Day Ninety-Six of my faith journey with God. |

SO. I've completed E math and I won't have to touch it ever again! :D ... for the next 3 months maybe. HAHA. Anyways, I really have a confident expectation for E math because uhm. The paper was easy. HAHA. And also coz I really minimised my careless mistakes. Or rather Daddy God helped me with that. When I was checking the first round, I didn't really see anything wrong with the numbers etc. And then I thought it'd be fine. But Daddy God prompted me to check a second round and to really pay attention to particular questions and I saved like 12 marks because of that second round. And I didn't even look at all the questions at first, I only looked at a few, only after I realised there were actually quite a few that I did a proper second round. So truly He's with me and the Holy Spirit really just keeps and eye out for me to see the things that I hadn't seen on my own, in and of myself. :) 

Even for E math paper 1 there was this particular 'explain' question that I knew no shit about. And I'd given up on it after checking round 2 since these things were kinda subjective, either you see it or you don't. But somehow, five minutes before the end of the paper, I felt this nudging inside of me to turn back to that question and immediately, I realised what the answer was. It's really supernatural and I know I never would have thought of it on my own. Y'know, people may think that "how the heck" can God help me in the middle of the exams? The things I've learnt, I'll know, if I missed them out I wouldn't know. But I believe that Daddy God can bring to our remembrance all things and even if the tiniest figment of our intelligence remembers something vague, He will restore the memory of it and He will multiply everything that we bring to Him, that we commit to Him. 

A math is a hurdle. I only started to get decent grades this prelim and I have so many subjects so once I stabilised my A math I didn't spend as much time on it as I had before. But I believe that whatever it is, He delivers. He multiplies. He restores. He makes my understanding complete. He makes my wisdom perfect. He does the paper for me without careless mistakes. He's a God of revelation and He'll give me revelation in A Math as well. No Goliath can come before me undefeated. And today, I will just move with such a revelation of peace, such an assurance that hey, Jesus is in my boat, and this boat ain't going down. I know that any enemy that comes before me will flee before me seven ways. So today and tomorrow, when I, like the tiny David, go out to face one of my biggest Goliaths, A Math, it is not me but He who is in me. And I'll fight this battle as the beloved of the Lord in Christ, knowing my covenant with my Daddy God and surely, God will provide what I need for the A1. :)

Love,

Debs. 

[ Jeremiah 29:11 "For I know the plans I have for Deborah", says the Lord, "They are plans for GOOD and not for disaster, to give Deborah a FUTURE and a HOPE." ]