Could make a way,
| 22 October 2010. Day Ninety of my faith journey with God. |
HUHUHU! 3 more days to the O levels. Or as something Jerry might say, 72 hours, 4320 minutes, 259200 seconds. Oops. There goes one. 259199. There goes another. 259198. Yeah. You get the point. It's a strange mix of excitement and nervousness, but I won't base it on feeling but on God's word and His high calling for me.
It's coming so quickly. And very honestly, I've not had enough time to really buck up my Physics because I've only had like what, five tuition sessions? But you know what, it doesn't matter, because where there is less of me, there is more of Him. And in fact, even in the areas where there is seemingly a lot of my ability/talent, I believe that it's not mine, but He that is in me. I wouldn't want it to be by my ability anyway, because man's results can only go that far. But God's results exceeds expectation. When we rest God works. When we strive, He rests. So I'll give it all to Him and put Him in the midst of my storms to command a peace over the raging seas. In the midst of my situation. When I do well at the O levels, it's not to do with me but all to do with Him because unless God builds the house, they labour in vain that build it, unless God keeps the city, the watchmen wake in vain. It is vain for you to rise up early; to take rest late, to eat the bread of toil; He has given unto His beloved sleep. (Psalms 127: 1-2). Whoever God raises, no man can demote, and whoever God abases, no man can abound. Without Him, I am nothing, I can do nothing, but with Him, He is everything that I need and I am able because He is able.
Sometimes the occasional thought of worry slinks around my head, but then I don't speak it, because I am not going to magnify my worry and let my heart be troubled, stopping Daddy God's supply, I'm gonna guard my heart with His love and the truth of His provision, even if I don't see it yet, and I know that Daddy God will guard everything else. Just like Peter, when He kept His eyes on Jesus, He W.O.Wed- walked on water. I'll live that kind of life. Because when you look to Him, all things are possible. No doubt, the winds will howl and the waves will roll, if you look down at your surroundings, you will surely sink, but when you choose to look to Jesus in spite of the surrounding situation, you will walk on water, no matter how choppy it may be.
I just believe that this exam is His, and the results I receive are all for the glory of His name. There are short-comings and things I may have missed out during my revision or things I somehow cannot understand, but whatever it is, He has been made unto me wisdom and His wisdom is not of this world, in the examination hall I'm merely writing what is inspired of the Holy Spirit and brought to my remembrance. It will be glorious. :)
Just as King Solomon received wisdom in His sleep, so have I. Just as He sustained the wisdom through the worship of the Lord, so will I.
Love,
Debs. [Who has the mind of Christ.]
You gave Your life,
In a beautiful exchange.
When only love,
Could break these chains,
You gave Your life,
In a beautiful exchange.
| 22 October 2010. Day Ninety of my faith journey with God. |
HUHUHU! 3 more days to the O levels. Or as something Jerry might say, 72 hours, 4320 minutes, 259200 seconds. Oops. There goes one. 259199. There goes another. 259198. Yeah. You get the point. It's a strange mix of excitement and nervousness, but I won't base it on feeling but on God's word and His high calling for me.
It's coming so quickly. And very honestly, I've not had enough time to really buck up my Physics because I've only had like what, five tuition sessions? But you know what, it doesn't matter, because where there is less of me, there is more of Him. And in fact, even in the areas where there is seemingly a lot of my ability/talent, I believe that it's not mine, but He that is in me. I wouldn't want it to be by my ability anyway, because man's results can only go that far. But God's results exceeds expectation. When we rest God works. When we strive, He rests. So I'll give it all to Him and put Him in the midst of my storms to command a peace over the raging seas. In the midst of my situation. When I do well at the O levels, it's not to do with me but all to do with Him because unless God builds the house, they labour in vain that build it, unless God keeps the city, the watchmen wake in vain. It is vain for you to rise up early; to take rest late, to eat the bread of toil; He has given unto His beloved sleep. (Psalms 127: 1-2). Whoever God raises, no man can demote, and whoever God abases, no man can abound. Without Him, I am nothing, I can do nothing, but with Him, He is everything that I need and I am able because He is able.
Sometimes the occasional thought of worry slinks around my head, but then I don't speak it, because I am not going to magnify my worry and let my heart be troubled, stopping Daddy God's supply, I'm gonna guard my heart with His love and the truth of His provision, even if I don't see it yet, and I know that Daddy God will guard everything else. Just like Peter, when He kept His eyes on Jesus, He W.O.Wed- walked on water. I'll live that kind of life. Because when you look to Him, all things are possible. No doubt, the winds will howl and the waves will roll, if you look down at your surroundings, you will surely sink, but when you choose to look to Jesus in spite of the surrounding situation, you will walk on water, no matter how choppy it may be.
I just believe that this exam is His, and the results I receive are all for the glory of His name. There are short-comings and things I may have missed out during my revision or things I somehow cannot understand, but whatever it is, He has been made unto me wisdom and His wisdom is not of this world, in the examination hall I'm merely writing what is inspired of the Holy Spirit and brought to my remembrance. It will be glorious. :)
Just as King Solomon received wisdom in His sleep, so have I. Just as He sustained the wisdom through the worship of the Lord, so will I.
Love,
Debs. [Who has the mind of Christ.]
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