| July 28, 2010. Day Two of my faith journey with God |

SO. I went for the trials and now I don't think I'll be able to get in via dsa because:
1) The other girl who was trying out was taller than me.
2) It's hard to say because there'll still be a batch from the phase two trials.
*3) I think the other girl has upper hand because she's from CHIJ SNG, which, if I am not mistaken, is also coached by ACJC's coach.

BUT. You know what? In the midst of your trials and tribulations, even in your disappointment and even when your miracle has not yet happened, that  is the very best time to praise the Lord and thank Him for all He's done. That His will be done on Earth as it is in heaven. I know that Daddy God truly does know what's best for me because in 2010, 2011, 2012 and beyond, He has already gone before me to test the waters and He says that it is good. So I need not fear about tomorrow for tomorrow will have grace sufficient and i know that however things go, if God is for me, who can be against me?


And I don't feel discouraged, per se, instead I'm spurred to work even harder(and smarter), to achieve even better grades because I can't count on DSA alone. Can't be putting all my eggs in one basket. :)

Anyway, I'll be planning an extremely detailed and hard-core study schedule for now till prelims, till Os. Can't wait for it to be over because I know that this is one of many battles Jesus will fight for me as I rest in His love. :)

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Though I walk through waters and I go through fire,
I'll not be dismayed nor will I be afraid,
You will deliver, You will provide,
Your arm is mighty to save.

Though I walk through moments of weakness and pain,
Your faithfulness rises as sure as the sun,
You are my sheperd, You know me by name,
You carry me in Your arms.


I'm not my own,
I am bought with a price,
Hidden in You,
I know victory is mine.

I will give thanks, Jesus,

I'll guard my heart,

As You fight my battles, 

Speak peace to the storm.


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We'll see how it goes but not by my might, my power, my strength or my ability, but by God's wisdom, knowledge, favour, understanding and by His grace, goodness, mercy and might and I loose the angels charge over my life to protect me from evils and I invite the holy spirit to guide me in the straight and narrow.

One way, Jesus. 


Love,
Debs. [A beloved child of the Most High God]